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Articles: My Experience | Is it Love or Friendship?
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Hi all,
I am in dilemma whether it is Love or Friendship. Starting we used to be very friendly, used to discuss, share and exchange views. But people are mad they started looking at us differently. As I felt her friend, I also used to be vey close to her. But one bad day, one stupid publicly spoke to her that I am her to be husband, she cried and thought I told all that. I am trying her and spreading rumours!
One day all these she told me and asked me to stop talking and stop being close to her. I am hurted. Some days I also stopped
talking. But everyday she is only coming in my thoughts, may be every heartbeat takes her name.
I recall and I could not stop talking to her. I could not forget her. My heart wants to talk to her, wants to be close with her, chitchatting. So one day as I also like to talk to her, I mailed her saying 'If you like I want to marry you.'
Thats all. From that day onwards things are started getting worser and worser day by day. Now she says I am acting and feeling I may hurt her and even some time she said she wants to
complain to HR or Lokesh. I am lost in world. I tried many times to convince, explain her. But each my attempt leaded to more bad impression.
Once I asked her to come for ARYA movie she burst out. My heart wants to talk to her, wants to be close with her. Now atleast if she doesn't want to see me as a bad man, she says I am acting like innocent. Also says I am not a gentlemen and even some time
said that I am trying to make her unpopular. I don't know all of sudden how things are changed. How can I share all these and whom I can share, except a dumb Internet.
Here I also need to acknowledge that when we are close friends once she told me that her college mail id password. As I am fun loving guy, one or some times I mailed to her (BTech Boy) friends like congratulating on behalf of her and mailing her
from her B.Tech. friend mail id with help of a Bug in Email facility etc., and always I used to do this making her know.
You may say it as sadism. I don't know what it is. But I did all those just for fun, taking things casually and all these I told her also. What to do now, she has very bad impression on me, she hates me. But my heart still wants to talk to her, wants to be close with her. When she moves close to me, my hearts beats at greatest speed. Surprisingly she is not beatiful also. There are lots n lots of beautiful girls around Honeywell campus but still my heart beats for her, breaths her.
Can those days come back. OH GOD! Do something and bring us again together. She is not at all giving me a chance to speak my heart. Her name 'sorry'.
Ok. At the same time I need to take care of my career. So I am failing to make any further steps. Ok. Lets see What GOD has written for me.
--Eag ...SVI NIT Honeywell.
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