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Articles: My Thoughts | Struggle with my self
- Mr. vishnu charan reddy gandikotta
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It was fear, It was pain, It was distress,and it was embarrasment!
They were born with me and grew up along with me.
Why?
This has been a question for a very long time;and i knew that i do not have the answer. I cried alone through long dark nights,i was mentally isolated from my age group in the adoloscence, i hardly have happy moments of my school days to remember. i have been running away from my own self for years!
Why?
'Why am i doing this to my self!'
'Why is this happening with me!'
I do not know the answer.I could rather say 'I do not bother about the answer any more'
Because; after a very long battle within my self,hurting my soul and battling with my guilt;i finally realised that i have to adopt the truth that god has saved me, i have to recognise the truth that i have seen 'God' himself,i have to be greatful and thankful for having his grace and blessings. i have to realise the truth that god has given me chance to live my prayers,i finally have to feel that i have had enough of pain and suffering.I should now really move on.
I should not pretend to be living instead i should really start living.
I am weak- but i am sure i will be strong enough
I am not sure- but i am sure that i will be sure enough
I believe- and i trust my belief.
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