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Articles: My Thoughts | Antagonizing Memories
- Mr. Kumar K
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I sit here looking out my window thinking about you and here I go into myself kind of like limbo, the hardest thing I've ever done was watch you walk away. Now I just sit in silence and think about days gone by and catch a glimpse of you in my mind lots of times it makes me sad because I'll never know if it was true love and yet my heart tells me it had to be because it hasn't forgotten you yet.
Every night I lay awake and think that how much I love you, I sigh my love for you is too hard to bear knowing that you are not there. I remember the days when we fell in love and the Pink/Red Roses you presented me and I knew that you were sent from above.
I mesmerize the words of my song for you and they almost make me weep, the passion contained within the descriptions of my love that's there forever to keep. Every time I close my eyes, I see your face and I wonder when you close your eyes do you think about me.
I always wanted to see you much I love you. Go outside when it's raining and catch the rain drops. The ones you catch are how much you love me and the ones you miss are how much I love you. Everything I ever wanted has been replaced with you because I care you so much.
The pain of knowing that I'll never have that with you are almost too much for me to bear, the loneliness growing inside me, even when others are there. I'll cherish the words of my love song, that’ll I'll never sing with you.
I thought our love would stand the test. Unfortunately we didn't. There were times we laughed together and times when were sad. But of all, the Greatest Love that I'd ever want could not win. I still think about you and wonder how you are and feel you most of the times. Maybe you're thinking of me or maybe it's just a little memory, of how it used to be…
Those were the days where you and I made each other whole. We made life sweet and love grand. We made each other happy. We made one hell of a life. We made each other mad. We made each other sad. We made each other hurt. We made each other cry. Now there is you and then me, we are just a memory…
Memories deep within me are tugging at my skin, antagonizing me with pain and they will not lose. I close my eyes waiting things to always last… Remembering our time together, until the day you waved goodbye. Time moves slowly and in the end… reminds me of telling you – “If I was one of your tears I would be born in your eyes, live on your cheeks and die on your lips but if you were one of my tears never ever cry for the fear of losing you.”
Thank you for sharing me your love, even if it is not forever. May the Heavenly Love and Peace be with you forever, ever and ever! If I have hurt, I am sorry. If I have been wrong, I am sorry.
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