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Articles: Poetry | Anger on God
- Ms. Prasanthi Uppalapati
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Actually this poem was written few days back even before 'aatmaghosha'. I wrote 3 other poems. But as I send them to a contest, I didn't post them here.
Both 'aatma ghosha' and this poem were addressed to Lord Shirdi Sai Baba, who was( is?!?) my only friend. We quarrel with our mother and father as they are very dear to us, we outburst like anything. Similarly I quarrel with HIM too as HE is my everything.
But whatever we feel, they are just emotions. We feel them when we undergo tough periods. But anything that is bestowed on us is for our good only. We cannot digest that at that particular point of time.
In Milton's words, 'Just are the words/deeds of God, Justifiable to Men'.
I confess once again, no matter what I say, what I pen, these are just emotions. God is there and HE will surely answer. Tough times are only to strengthen us and show us what the world actually is.
Believe in God. You can never be cheated. We just need to trust him in all seasons.
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Speak out, God! Speak out!
Why I am so? Lacking direction, lacking motion. why?
You were my friend. How close I was to You!
I could feel You in me.
I used to play, I used to share, I was so active,
I was so lively.
I feel Your temple as my own home.
Behaved not as a guest, but a member in Your family.
So proud I was stating You as my friend.
why suddenly this painful change?
You became dumb and made me numb.
Where to move? How to move? Speak out.
Why do You disown me? Why this coldbloodedness?
Why this apathy? Speak out!!
I can't say, 'You aren't there at all'.
for You proved me what You are.
I can't say, 'You are cruel'.
for Your concern and care was my fuel.
Why this silence? I enjoyed being alone.
But without You, it is loneliness.
Speak out! Why You became a stone for me?
why?
I am getting mad. My condition is so bad.
I just can't control the emotions.
It is hightime I need You eternal dad!
Take over my heart!
Are You in humans? or humans in You?
for You broke Your word and left me.
Once I am Yours, I should be Yours forever.
Suddenly how come I became a stranger !!
I yell! I shout! Don't You hear?
Listen! I need a response, an answer from You.
Speak out! Mortal turned God, Speak out!!
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