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Saaradaa prasaadamu

aereetiga kRupa.. ----------------- maaraenani palkitivedaloe maMchiga kavitaajhari yikapai chaeraeniTa padasannidhiloe, chaetan`kalamaMduka nidigoe dhaaraaLamulagu palukulatoe daiveekRupa kanabaDu gatiloe naereetiga kRupakurisedavoe?aereetiga nanu naDipedavoe? -- telisina padyaalayinavi palukula tallini bogaDeDi padyaaliMkaa talapuku vastae gaanee alariMchuTa saadhyapaDadu ammaayikikan` -- palukae paaTaga saagae kalikivi, neekaela vaeru kavitalu, padyaa lalaraga jaeyaga maatanu? salupuduvikapayi nutulanu svayamugaa vraastoo! deevanalichchiti gaadaa bhaavanalavi poMgipoerala padyamu paaTai veevana jaeyuchu palukula neevayinaTTivi nutulanu nityamu salupan`? vaevaega vachchunikapayi vaividhyamu joopuchuMDu padyamulennoe kavitalu deeptula jimmuchu bhuvipai naMdarikini bahumoedamu niDagaa vivariMchaga saadhyapaDadu kavitaa dhoeraNulananni kaTTeDi kaitan` chavulooreDi palukulatoe nivaTillunu needu kavita nigamaarthamulan` avaroedhamuMDadennaDu kavitaa vaahiniki saaga galagala saDulan` suviSaalamaina kshaetramu kavitaa sasyammu nosagu ka~ravae laekan` ------------------------gaMpala koladin` anunityamalluchuMduvu anubhootiki naMdaniviyu naMbika kRupatoe nanubhootiki dechchukonuchu janulaku tellamayeDi gati,spashTamu jaestoo anumaanamannaduMDaka manasuna vinipiMchuvanni maaTala nuMchan` ghanamau praaveeNyamutoe vinaviMduga saagu kavita svaechChaga kalamun` dhaaraapaatamugaagaa jaarae palukaMta satamu Saarada/svaamidi kRupatoe naeroejainanu naagaka paarunu kavitaa jhariyadi paravaDitoeDan` ae rakamagu palukiDedoe, aerakamagu vRuttamiDedo yippuDe jebitae yaerakamau thrilluMDunu? paareDi roejune ganavale palukula soMpul`! -- soMpulu, vaMpulu, aahaa! kaMparameekuMTe chaalu kavitalu annee! gaMpalakettaka yunnaa yiMpagunavi yiDina jaalu nichcheDi naalgun`! cheppoddule baaboo! nuvu cheppinanoo vinagadalacha!chevulanu moostaa! eppaTikappuDe ruchigaa nappaalanu aaragiMtu naMdina veMTan`! 11:35 AM sudinammidi saamee ! --------------------- satya (nootana vRuttamu) sa,sa,ta,ya kaDakannulatoe nan` gaaMchedavaelaa? saDijaeyaka navvul` chaaTuga jaestoo! aDigaenani praeman` alsuga joostae aDigae palukistaanaa? yalariMchan`! kaDuteeyani praeman` kaitaga goorchan` vaDigaa naTa raalchae palkula jooDan` eDadaMduna raegae naeviyo bhaavaal`! cheDu yoechana gaadae Sreemati vaaNee! edapoMgaga jaestoo nichchiti vaedoe mudamoMditi naenun` poMgina daanin` vadanammuna navvai vyaktamu gaagaa yadi vaeruga dalchaevaa!! gurusaamee? adi vachchina teerun` allari yunnaa adi choopina vaegaM, aarbhaTi jooDan` kadiliMchenu guMDen` kammaga navvan` sudinammidi saamee! suprabha joetal`! suprabha 6-10-06 12:02 PM

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 2, Jul 2006 8:06:14 PM IST

Nothing but the best! ---------------------- I am what I am The life your ancestors breathed The wind that touched their land The word your ancestors heard The vision your forefathers had Then, there, now, here, All the time, all the places I am that universal being with eternal presence Many, many tried to understand my nature Watchers, teachers, preachers Big and small, all my creatures At their own time and leisure Some for their pleasure Some as if to acquire a treasure No one could measure Beyond the grasp is my stature No one can draw my true picture Not even a small silly caricature In the depths of the hearts I reside In a fraction of a second every thing I decide And with effort less eases, the matters I preside It is my light that shines through you It is my power that works through in you It is my will that manifests through you In me every thing exists Because of me everything subsists No matter how much one resists In the end it is in me, he or she rests I am the beginning, middle and end There is nothing above or beyond I am the time as well as prime. Truth, knowledge and bliss Consciousness and light Moving and non moving Living and non-living Here, there, every where Dualities, pluralities One, many and all From the time immemorial People have been practicing many a ritual Attempting with varied thinking to know the real With practice, persistence and penance Kindness, love, and service Devotion, faith and my grace My presence some could feel I had no choice but to reveal They could see the reflection in the pool That was enough to make them drool Heeding the inner call Not afraid of taking a fall Acquiring many a needed tool Succeeding to break the surrounding wall Reached the glory of the inner hall Were able to see and merge with the Soul Self, Soul, God Father, mother Allah, Jehovah, Jesus raam, krishNa, Siva, Sakti, daevi all are my names all are my forms all the elements all the nature I am every thing I am accessible to every one I am available all the time World is my abode Heart is my seat Love is my passion Music is my religion Truth is my way Light is my nature Knowledge is my gift Peace is my presence You are my family Life is a game I love you all one and the same and I wish you nothing but the best 6-30-06 2:05 PM While I was coming upstairs after finishing my brunch at 12:30 my daughter asked me to help her with some chores. I wanted to tell her about the typing I needed to do. Instead I told her that I needed to do some writing. I was surprised at those words and with out saying any thing else I came up, made a phone call and not finding the party there, was about to type the poems I wanted to post. Right away I felt inspired to look at a poem my friend sent last night. I took a look at it and the lines started. I guess He/ She too felt like saying some words I guess :-) * That poem had some american Indian theme in it.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 1, Jul 2006 7:14:25 AM IST

maayagaadae naadi.. -------------------- paaDiMchukonnaavu paDakapainuMDi vaeDukainaadaTae vidyaadhidaevi? --SayaniMchumaayiMka chaaliMchi paaTa --payaniMcha haayigaa svapnaala loeki kalanaina karuNatoe kanipiMchi vaega palukaaDa vastaava prabhatoeDa talli? --palikiMdi chaaladaa padyaala toeDa? --alariMchalaedaTae aa padyamaedi? kavitaloo padyaalu kamaneeyamaina aviyaevi tuladooga vamma roopamuku --kalaloeki naevaste kalahaala maani --palukaaDa galavaTae pramudammu toeDa aDigaeTi praemammu naMdiMchuchunna neDadaloe kalahaala kaemuMdi taavu? --vastuMdi aaroeju vastuMdi tvaraga --mastugaa boMdaMga madhuraMpu praema innaaLLu niDaboeka yaeDpiMchinaavu yennenni maasaalo vRuthajaesinaavu --naDavaboekaenaaDu naabaaTa loena --aDigiMdi jaeyakae aMdaena praema? nammiMcha boekuMDa naatalli nanuchu yimmannavaviyella yistaana naenu --nammiMchutaalaeve naatalli yiMka --sammoedamaMdaMga saNuguDaapaesi eppuDoo yeemaaTe!yennaaLLa nuMDi? cheppiMdi yeppuDoe chaesaedi yikanu? --deppakae naatalli deppakae yaTula --uppalaarammaayi yulukaMta joopi uppalaaridi yiMTi oosuleMdulaku cheppiMdi veMTanae chaeyaboekuMDa --chaestaanu laevamma chaestaanu laeve --vastuMTi naMdukae vanadhulan` daaTi maaTaliTlae jeppi maaya jaestaavu maaTa dappaavaMTe manniMchaniMka aaTaloo paaTaloo anni baMdaunu koeTikoeTlichchinaa kolichaedi laedu --maaya gaadaenaadi maamaMchi talli --vaeyi sooryula kaaMti veekshiMpa jaesi --vraayiMchi neeguMDe raMjillunaTula --"koe"yaMTu baaDaeTi koeyilamma vale --haayigaa paaDiMchi yallaeTivanni --teeyanni praemaloe taeliMchutaanu --raeyiMbavaLLiMka preetitoe golichi --mroeyiMcha naapaeru puDamipai naMta 6-9-06 12:54-1:26AM 12 gaMTalavutunnadani paDukoMdaamani kaLLu moosikoMTae nidra baTTakuMDaa jaeSaaru. stoetraala koeTaa takkuvayiMdani saMkaetamaemoe nanukoni paDukunae kaasaepu jaesi manasuloe aDigaanu ammanu. "aemiTi? saripoeyinaayaa? ikanainaa paDukoenistaavaa?" ani. aayana modalubeTTaaru aaDaTamu. :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 23, Jun 2006 7:50:32 PM IST

SuMThanu annadee sutaye... ---------------------------- utpalamaala ChaMdamu ChaMdamoe yanuchu saMtata meegati praakulaaDakan` aMdaru, loeni daivamunu aadaramoppaga golchukonnachoe naMdave yanni saukhyamulu nabbaga SaaSvata maina SaaMtiyun`? eMduku vaesTu jaesedaro yeegati kaalamu roeju, roejunun`? ---- bhujaMgaprayaatamu avae poMgivastaayi aatalli sphoortin` vivaekammu NgNjaanammu peMpoMdi loenan` pravaahammu lautaayi padyaalavannee savaalaksha reetullo chakkanni palkun` maMdaaradaamamu loeloena veekshiMchi roeroeju velgun` keeliMchi kaMdoeyi kaelmoeDchi bhaktin` aaliMchi nityammu aatalli palkul` maelainavaevraaya mechchaeru aMtaa bhaavaala boMgiMcha vaagdaevi taanae kaavaevi vyarthammu kaasiMta yainaa neevaaNigaa vaaNi nityammu balkan` vaividhyamoppaMga vraastaavu ennoe aadhaaramaiyuMDu aatalle nichchal` chaedoeDugaanuMDi chaestuMDi saayaM boedhiMchi sarvammu proetsaahameeyan` saadhiMchukoMTaavu svargaapavargaal` nootana vRuttamu anumaanamae laedu aMduTlo niMkan` tanadaina roopamme dhyaaniMchukoMToo vinutiMchi roeroeju praemammu toeDan` manasaara narchiMchi manniMchuchuMDan` tanaSaktiyae ninnu daaTiMchu nabdhin` maMdaaradaamamu loenunnadaakaasta loepammu boevan` maunammuloenunna maadhuryamaMdan` praaNaMbulan` nilpi lakshyaMbu jooDan` dhyaanaMbuyun` saagu naaSiMchinaTlae moorthaMbu pai raala mutyaala saesal` varthilla neepalku baMgaaru palkai arthaMbutoe niMDi yaanaMdameeyan` vyarthaMbugaadokka palkaina niMkan` kammaMga saagaeTi gaanaala viMToo ammaayi yaanaMdamaayamma daugaa kemmoevi painavvu kreeDiMchuchuMDan` yimmanna reetullonichchaenu annee mattaebhavikreeDitamu TriniDaaD` Trippuna deevanalnosagagaa praemaMbutoe talligaa, nanumaanaMbulanannibaasi, madiloe naanaMdamuppoMgagaa manasunnilpuka nannu neevu nikapai manniMchi yaatalligaa vinutul` jaetuvu pratyahammunikapai veekshiMpumaa suprabhaa! utpalamaala naaTakamaaDuchuMTinani naapayi nalkanu boonakamma! nae naaTaga nivvalaedaTula! annavi yanniyu jargu nikkamai! paaTalu padyamaalikalu paaraga neekalamaMdu vaagulai maeTiga prastutiMchedavu maedini neekika saaTilaenaTul` teerenu needu baadhyatalu! daeviki neebratukaMkitaMbava nnaerakamaina yaDDuyunu neekika painanu nuMDaboedu,nee koerina reeti naayeduTa goorchoni dhyaananimagnavai sadaa teerika goorchavachchunika teeruga nuMDeDi kaitalenniyoe naerpina ChaMdamaMtayunu neemanasaMduna nRutyamaaDagaa naerpuga nalliyanniTini neetaliyaanati naame palkutoe narpaNa jaesi yaMbikake yallinavaanini yallinaTlugaa murpemu goorchuchuMduvika muttepu palkula poolamaalalan` kaMThamunuMDi Saaradaye gaanamu jaeyuchunuMDa teeyagaa toMTi sukarma puNyamuna dorluchunuMDaga palku gaMgayai SuMThanu annadee sutaye SuddhaviSuddhapu NgNjaanataejamun` paMTala baMDajaeyunila vaaksati/svaamidi praemasudhaarasaMbulan` 6-8-06 5:00-6:33PM " karuNaamayi" di "blesseD soels`" anae pustakamu jaduvutuMTae anukoekuMDaa modaTi padyamu poMgivachchiMdi. aa padyamu joochi aaScharyapaDi" annaaLLu naaku ChaMdamu naerpi, aMdarinee ChaMdamuloe kRushijaeyamani proetsahiMpajaesi, yeenaaDu noeTinuMDi yee padyamaa cheppiMchaedi yani aDigaanu. daanikaemee samaadhaanamivvakuMDaa vaerae kaaraNaalavalana vachchina alukanu poegoTTaTaaniki padyaalaloe cheppina viMkaevoe vishayaalu.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 22, Jun 2006 10:42:43 PM IST

aaSeessulu - kRupaarasa vRushTi ------------------------------ sadgurunaama japamu saatvikaahaaramu sarasvatee saevanamu dvaadaSavarshakaalaM idae nee tapassikapaina. saMsaarabaMdhaalu vaaTaMtaTavae veeDipoetaayi sadguru kRupaakaTaakshaMtoe. saadhuvartanaMtoe, satsaaMgatyamutoe, sarvadaa sadguru saevaloe nee bratuku gaDichipoetuMdi. sarasvati nee jihvapai naaTyamaaDutuMdi. nityamoo nee hRudayaMloe velugulu jimmutuMTuMdi. bhraaMtini dooraM jaestuMdi.hRudayamu kaaMtimayamavutumdi. SaaMti neeku labhistuMdi. anityamaina sukhaalapai moeju boeyi, nitya sukhaan~vaeshaNakai neemaargamuloe saagipoetuMDagaa, neevae naenu, naenae neevu anae vaakyaanni anubhootiloeniki dechchukoni SaaSvatamaina sukhaanni boMdagalugutaavu. sarasvatee putrigaa saarasvatamaMtaa saahityamai prakaaSistuMDagaa sarvajanaSraeyoedaayakamaina kavitalae nee kalamunuMDi veluvaDutuMDagaa amma roopamaina sachchidaanaMduni saevaloe nee jeevitaM saarthakamautuMdi. ammakoo, sachchidaanaMdunikee abhaedamu telisikoni ananyasaadhyamaina bhaktitoe anunityaM koluchukoMTaavu. anyathaa SaraNaM naasti yani amma paadaala sannidhinae nilichi amma koesamae jeevistaavu. amma vibhavaM keertistaavu. aMbaa putrivai aanaMdaloekaalaloe viharistaavu. aa aanaMdaM kavitaagaMgagaa paduguritoe paMchukoMTaavu. bhavabaMdhaalu dreMchukoMTaavu. naaloe kalisipoetaavu. janmaraahityamautuMdi. neecharitra saahityamautuMdi. ivi amma aaSeessulu. aekoerikaloo neekaMToo laekapoeyinaa, karma Saeshamu migalakapoeyinaa, naenu marala bhoomipaikaeteMchinappuDu maatraM, naa saevako~raku, naa saMkalpa siddhiko~raku bratukaMkitamu jaesae maanavajanma prasaadistaanu. nityamoo naa saannihityamoo, praema labhiMchaereetiloe naa chaeruvaloenae uMchukoMTaanu. naa biDDagaa, naabhaavana, naa saeva dappa vaeraedee manasuloeniki raakuMDaa, saMsaarabaMdhaalaloe jikkukoekuMDaa naa deevanalaMdistaanu. naa daanivigaa, naa baaTanae naDustoo naatoe uMDipoetaavu. ee loekamuloe nunnaa laukikamaina vishayaalajoeliki poekuMDaa sarvadaa paramaatma bhaavanatoe, paaramaarthikamaina jeevanamae gaDuputaavu. ee janmaloe naenistunna varaalu, deevanalu neeku gurtuMDakapoeyinaa,naa karuNa valana poorvajanmaNgNjaanamu labhiMchi, yaMdiMchina avakaaSaaniki aMjali ghaTistoo mariMta bhaktibhaavaMtoe, anupamaanamaina praematoe nannu goluchukoMTaavu. maLLee naaloenae chaeripoetaavu. sarvadaa Subhamu galugugaata! neekaaMti loekamaMtaa vedajallabaDugaata! sarvadaa nee manasu ammanae smariMchugaata! amma saevaloe nee jeevitaM tariMchugaata! moekshalakshmi variMchugaata! ivi amma aaSeessulu cheppinavi manasuloe nuMchukoni, mananaM jaesikoMToo,taapasi jeevitaM praaraMbhiMchu. nee jeevitaanikidi maroe malupu.tudi malupu. manoedaaruDhyaMtoe, maanasika tRuptitoe, madhuragaanaMtoe,maatRudaevi saevaloe nee manugaDa mahipai saagipoetuMdikapai. ammae neeku maargadarSigaa, amma saMrakshaNaloe, sahakaaraMtoe, aMDadaMDalatoe, nirbhayaMgaa,niSSaMkagaa, nistulamaina bhaktibhaavaMtoe, niSchalamaina manassutoe, nirmalamaina hRudayaMtoe, niraaDaMbaraMgaa, niraaToepaMgaa nee jeevitaM aMdarikee aadarSapraayaMgaa nilustuMdi. maMtrasiddhi galugutuMdi. naa saMkalpamae nee saMkalpamugaa saMkalpasiddhi labhistuMdi. paripoorNamaina bhakti praaptistuMdi. amma Sakti neeloe prasaaritamai,amma keerti jagadvyaapitamautuMdi. nee palku madhuramai, rasabharitamai, bhaktipraerakamai, NgNjaanapooritamai SoebhitamautuMdi. amma saMkalpamu siddhistuMdi. amma saMkalpiMchina mahaayaNgNjamuloe nee bratukoka samidhayai velugutuMdi. amma paadasannidhini jaerina,nilichina paarijaatamai gubaaListuMdi. amma palukae palukutoo, amma velugae jilukutoo,amma bhaavanaloe nalarutoo, amma sannidhinae masalutoo,amma baaTapai varalutoo, ammae neeSvaasagaa, amma ko~rakae oopiri beelustoo, amma koesamae jeevistoo,nee Saesha jeevitaanni naa saevaloenae gaDipivaeyagaa ammadatulitamaina praema jooragonna biDDagaa nee jeevitamu dhanyamautuMdi biDDaa!dhanyamautuMdi! ivi nee talli praematoe aMdistunna aaSeessulu. aMdukoni, haayigaa amma yishTamae nee yishTaMgaa,yae kashTanashTaaloo laekuMDaa, sarvadaa Saaradaaroopamaina svaamini hRudayaMloe nilupukoni, sadguru saevae paramaarthaMgaa, Saaradaa koluvugaa saagipoe, gamyaM jaerukoe, ammaloe kalisipoe..aamegaa nilichipoe. Subhamastu! saMkalpasiddhirastu! SaaMtirastu! moekshapraaptirastu! 11:50AM-12:47PM 5-30-06 5/29/06 na aalayaMloe jarigina aakhari saMbhaashaNa (4) guriMchi teluputoo, aaroeju iMTiki vachchina taruvaata Draiv` vae loe aeMjarigiMdoe kriMdaTi saMdaeSaMloe Tookeegaa vraaSaanu. marusaTi roeju laechi ika aayana vaipuku chooDakuMDaa amma praarthanalaevoe chaesikoni, edurugaa koorchoni naa panulu naenu chaesikoMTuMTae muMdu amma roopamu chooDaalani anukoMTunnaTlu chinni paaTa vraayiMchi, veMTanae kuripiMchina aaSeessulu /kRupaarasa vRushTi. aayana aaSiMchinaTlugaa naa manasu maari paina jeppinavi nijamayae roejeppuDoe naaku teliyadu. prastutaaniki vachchinavi/ichchinavi aMdinareetigaa paMchukonaTamu maatramae naenu chaeyagaliginadi.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 14, Jun 2006 7:56:26 PM IST

anupama gaariki dhanyavaadaalu.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 14, Jun 2006 6:32:56 PM IST

umaakaaMt gaariki, naaku telisina telugae atisvalpamu. saMskRutamu toe parichayamu laedani gooDaa yikkaDa yeppuDoe cheppinaTlae gurtu. ayinaa nanneMdukaDigaaroe teliyadu. meeru vraasina Sloekaaniki "neevu naaku panulu nirvahiMchaTaMloe pramaaNaanivi vaanaraSraeshTamaa ! hanumaa, naakaaryasiddhiki chaeyootanivvu, du:khamu taggiMchu" ani arthamani anukoMTunnaanu. ---- kiraN kumaar gaariki prati namassulu. an`vaeshita gaariki, mee praSnaku samaadhaanamu jeppagala telivi naa daggara laedu. adi avyaaja praema ani aMtakaMTae anukoenu. amma roopamuloe palikiMdi, palukutunnadi,palikistunnadi svaameejee ani oka kavitaloe neppuDoe cheppaaru. enni jeppinaa amma roopamu neeloe joopakuMDaa ammakichchina hRudayamu tanadi kaadani, tananu ammagaa anukoelaenani prastutaaniki naa vaadana. palukutunnavaaru vaari saMkalpasiddhi ko~raku nannoka parikaramugaa vaaDukonaTaaniki, daaniki naa manassu nanukoolamugaa nuMchaTaaniki / maarchaTaaniki, avasaramaina Sakti nivvaTaaniki chaestunna prayatnaalugaa, bhaashaNalugaa anipistunnaayi naaku. naa manasu kashTapaDitae vaariki dooraMgaa uMDipoetaanu. kaavalasina panulaevoe anukonna samayaaniki poortikaavani vaaLLa bhayamulaa uMdi. aMtae! :-) naameeda nijamaina/avyaajamaina praema uMDi uMTae bratuku, kavitalu vaerugaa uMDaevi :-) kaani, yee madhya, mooDu roejula kritamu yaedoe baadhagaa nuMDi kanneeLLu beTTukoMTae manasuloe jaesina sudeergha saMbhaashaNa/upanyaasamu :-)loe cheppaaru" vaaLLa meeda ekkuva, neemeeda takkuva praema uMdani anukoMTunnaavu. nijamu kaadammaa! naaku biDDalaMdari meeda okae rakamaina praema uMTuMdi" ani. cheppinadi kaagitamu meeda beTTakuMDaa viMToo koorchunnaanu. vraasikoelaedani taruvaata vichaaristuMTae aaroeju cheppinadaMtaa yeppuDoe marala kavitagaa gooDa vastuMdani jeppaaru. vachchinappuDu tappaka meeku cheptaanu :-) oka praSna aDigitae kaburla puTTalaagaa yeMta soedi cheppaanoe chooSaaru gadaa! aMdukae yee daaramuloe maaTlaaDaalaMTae bhayamu :-) bai di vae, mee paeru teluguloe alaa viDagoTTi vraayakuMDaa sarigaa vraayaalaMTae aaMglaMloe yelaa Taipu jaeyaaloe cheppagalaraa? suprabha

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 14, Jun 2006 5:32:27 PM IST

Suprabha gaaru, krinda telipina daaniki taatparyamu telisina cho cheppagalaru... tvamasmin kaarya niryOgE pramaaNam hari sattama ! hanuman yatna maasthaaya du@hkha kshaya karO bhava !!

Posted by: UK At: 14, Jun 2006 0:41:15 AM IST

aalayaMloe - 4 cheppu tallee! cheppu! --------------------- --aemiTi yiMkaa choostunnaavu? ichchiMdi chaalalaedaa? nachchalaedaa? nachchutuMdanae yichchaavaa? --aemiTaTa aMduloe nachchanidi? adi padyamaenaa? --gaNaalu unnaayi, laya uMdi! praasalu laevu, yatulu laevu. neeku annee padyaala laagaanae kanipistaayi. neevu vraasinavi gooDaa vachanaMlaa vraasi padyaalani jeppaavu. naa dRushTiloe praasa,yati uMDi gaNabaddhamai,layatoe gooDi, vinasoMpugaanuMDi haayigaa paaDukoegaliginavaitaenae padyaalu. nee yee padyaaloo vaddu, aemee vaddu. koorchoevaTaaniki gooDa veelulaekuMDaa daggu vastunnadi. mooDu roejulanuMDee nidra gooDa boenivvakuMDaa koorchoe beTTaavu. idigoe! phalitamu appuDae kanipistunnadi. --maLLee vastaavaa? eMduku? yee padyaalakaa? --padyaalakoraku gaakapoeyinaa ammatoe maaTlaaDukoevachchu gadaa? aemuMdi maaTlaaDukoevaTaaniki? monna goorchuni gaMTannara saepu sutti vaeSaanu gadaa! aemi aDiginaa, enni aDiginaa, aemi maaTlaaDinaa samaadhaanamivvakuMDaa, dariki raakuMDaa neepaaTiki neevu goorchuMTae marala yaeM maaTlaaDaalanipistuMdi? amma daggara jeppukonnaa, akkaDa bomma daggara jeppukonnaa okaTaelae anipistuMdi. --vaMda praSnalu okaesaari guppiMchi, javaabu livvalaedani aMTaavaemiTi? Opikagaa vinnaanu gadaa annee! aan`sarlu gooDaa vastaayi. raakuMDaa uMDavu. tagina samayamu joosikoni tappakuMDaa yistaanu. padyaalugaa yichchaevi padyaalugaa yistaanu. kaakuMTae vaerae roopaMloe samaadhaanaM telisaeTaTlu jaestaanu. saraenaa? aDiginavaaTiki javaabulu raalaedani amma meeda koepamu beTTukoeku. nee sukhamae joochae tallini. kshaNikamaina sukhaM guriMchi gaadu naenu maaTlaaDutunnadi. nityamaina sukhaM guriMchi. adi neekaMdiMchaalanae naa tapana, prayatnaalu. okka nimushaMloe, okka saarigaa yivvagaliginadi gaadadi. aMchelaMchelugaa ninnu aa sthitiki jaerustaanu. naa maaTapai nammakamuMchu. naenaeM jaestunnaanoe, yaedi yelaa jaestae neeku maMchi jarugutuMdoe naaku telusu. telusani neekoo telisinaa kaasta kashTaMgaa anipiMchagaanae aligikoorchuMTaavu. alaa ayitae elaagae! annee ammakae vadilaesi, ammae annee choosikoMTuMdilae, annee naa maMchikae anae dRuDhaviSvaasaMtoe, dhairyaMgaa, saMtoeshaMgaa saagaali. appuDae daarini baDDaavani naakoo tRuptigaa uMTuMdi nee vishayaMloe. cheppiMdi viMTuMdi, chaestuMdi ani yiMkaa yennoe yennoe cheppaalanipistuMdi. chaeyiMchaalani uMTuMdi. neeloe aa maarpu koesamaenae eduru joostuMTa! eMta tvaragaa vastae aMta tvaragaa mana panulu poortavutaayi. amma yaedi jaesinaa hitakaramainadae, loeka kalyaaNaarthamae! adi neevu gooDa grahiMchi, gurtuMchukoni naaku sahakaaramaMdistae..aMtakaMTae naaku kaavalasinadaemuMTuMdi? naa biDDalaMdaroo naa panulaloe bhaagamu baMchukoni paaTubaDutuMTae naakeMta saMtoeshaMgaa uMTuMdi? raeyee bagaloo okaTavagaa chaeyee chaeyee kalagalipi teeyaga paaDuchu paaTalevoe haayiga saagaga boemaMTae haayiga saagaga boemaMTae .. chooSaavaa? adi taluchukoMTaenae yelaa paaTa vaccaesiMdoe? naa kala nijamaina roeju, naabiDDalugaa naa praNaaLikala namaluparachaTaaniki meeraMtaa poonukonna roeju,chaeyoota nosagina roeju, naa samkalpamae mee saMkalpaMgaa jarugavalasinavannee neravaerchina naaDu raamaraajyamae marala raakuMDaa uMTuMdaa? jagatiloe aanaMdaaniki kodavuMTuMdaa? neevae cheppu. naa uniki, manugaDa annee meekshaemaM korakae, maelu korakae. okkaridi gaadu, aMdaridee. eMta loekaateeta Saktitoe naenu bhuvimeeda navatariMchinaa sahasra baahuvulatoe chaeyalaenugadaa! aMdukae okkokkaru okkokkarakaMgaa, okkokka vishayaMloe naa praNaaLikalanamalu parachaTaaniki muMdukochchi saayaM jaestuMTae naa pani sulabhamavutumdi ..marala marala aMtulaeni janmalu deesikoekuMDaa. aemaMTaavu? neevaMtu saayaM jaestaavaa? amma maaTala nannee manasuloenuMchukoni, aDigiMdi aDiginappuDu, cheppiMdi cheppinaTlu aanaMdaMgaa jaestoo aMba biDDavanipiMchukoMTaavaa? allari jaestoo, aagaDaalu jaestoo allaripilla anipiMchukoMToo panulu aalasyamayaeTaTlu jaestaavaa? cheppu. maaTa viMTaanani, cheppinaTlae chaestaanani maaTanichchiveLtae, haayigaa oopiri beelchukoni , sannaahaalu jaesikoMTaanu. aemaMTaavammaa? nee amma koesaM, amma roopamaina, amma praemiMchae yee jagatikoesaM, maaTistaavaa? "nee maaTae vaedaMgaa cheppinadallaa jaestaanani, neebaaTae baaTagaa naDustuMTaanani, neekae manassu, jeevitaM aMkitaM jaesi, nee sannidhiloenae yuMDi madhura gaanaalatoe tanivigoorustaanani, neepaina paripoorNa viSvaasamuMchi, nityaM niSchalamaina manassutoe koluchukoMTaanani, peTTina paeru saarthakamayyaelaa masalukoMTaanani, nee panulannee naa panulugaanae atyaMta Sraddhatoe chaestaanani, amma keerti daSadesalaa vyaapiMpajaeyaTaaniki SaayaSaktulaa doehadaM jaestaananee, anni samayaalaloenoo, anniTikee anukoolaMgaa vartistaananee" .. maaTistaavaa? cheppu. maaTeeyakuMDaa yikkaDanuMDi kadalaTaaniki veelu laedu. kaaroo, gaeroo aedee kadaladu. nee maenu gooDa kadaladu. amma muMdu goorchuni pramaaNamu jaesi, amma aaSeessulaMdukoni aDugu velupala beTTu. appuDae annee savyaMgaa uMTaayi. samayamaasannamayyimdi. kshaNamainaa jaapyamu jaeyaTaaniki laedu. anukonnavi anukonnaTlu TakaTaka jarigipoevaali. aMduloe nee avasarameMtoe uMdi. adi neevu manasuloe nuMchukoni aDiginavannee aanaMdaMgaa jaeyagalagaTamae naaku kaavalasinadi. aDigina pramaaNamu jaesi, ammaku annee vadilaesi neevu niSchiMtagaa uMDu. ammae migilinavi joosikoMTuMdi. Sakti uMdaa laedaa, chaeyagalanaa laedaa ani digulubaDanavasaraM laedu. ammae annee chakkadiddutuMdi. cheppiMdi aanaMdaMgaa jaestaanani maaTayivvaTamae neevu jaeyavalasinadi. vaeyavalasina choeTa aDugulu vaeyimchi, chaeyavalasina reetiloe ammae chaeyistuMdi. anukshaNaM ninnu kanipeTTukoni, kaMTiki reppalaa kaachukoMToo,chaeyavalasinavi chaeyiMchi, vraayavalasinavi vraayiMchi, chaeradalachukonna choeTiki chaeraeTaTlu jaestuMdi. baMgaaru tallivi gadoo! maaraaM jaeyakuMDaa "alaagaenammaa!" ani okkamaaTa ani, naa muMduku vachchi naa paadaalasaakshigaa pramaaNamu jaesi,aaSeessulatoe kuMkuma, pooloo deesikoe. neetoe aa pratyaeka pooja jaeyiMchiMdee roejuniMdukae. raa tallee raa! saMSayaalanu prakkana beTTu. saMtoeshaMgaa amma daggaraku jaeri, naabiDDagaa,naameeda gauravaMtoe, praematoe, viSvaasaMtoe, naakaa maaTanivvu. aMtakaMTae yiMkaeM koeradee amma neenuMDi. raa tallee! raa! amma kaugililoeki vastunnaananukoni,daggaraku vachchi, paadaalaMTukoni, ammakaamaaTanivvu. aalasyamu jaeyaku. bhayapaDavalasina panae laedu neeku. ae kashTamoo raanivvakuMDaa ninnu joosikonae baadhyata naadi. naenadi saMtoeshaMgaa sveekaristaanu. iMkaa pustakaM moosaesi raavae tallee raa! ennaaLLanuMDoe yee kshaNaM koesaM amma yeduru joostunnadi. raavammaa! baMgaaru tallee! raavammaa! aMdaroo veLLipoeyaaru. evaroo laerulae. manamiddaramae ! raammaa ! raa! vachchi amma aaSeessulu deesikoe. eMduloe yirukkuMTaanoe, yaemaDugutuMdoe, yaeMjaeyistuMdoe nani venukaMjavaeyaku. ae baadhaa raanivvanu. ae keeDoo kaluganeeyanu. nee bratuku nityakalyaaNaMgaa, pachcha toeraNaMgaa, aanaMdaMgaa saagipoetuMdi. jagadaMbae nee talligaa, ninnu gaastuMTae,aMDagaa rakshistuMTae bhayameMdukammaa pichchi tallee! aeM bhayaM laedu. bhavitavyaMloe bhayapaDavalasinadaemee laedu.amma sannidhiloe, amma aaSeessulatoe annee bhavyaMgaanu,divyaMgaanae uMTaayi. raaraa! baMgaarutallee! neebaMgaaru kalalannee nijamayae kshaNaM vachchiMdi. bratukuloe baMgaaru paMDutuMdi. aanaMdaM poMgiporalutuMdi. sachchidaanaMduni biDDagaa, Saaradaadaevi putrigaa sanmaargavartivai, sadaanaMdasthitiloe, sarvajanahitakaramaina maaTatoe, paaTatoe saagipoetuMTaavu.Saarada nee guMDeloe nivasistuMdi,vaakkuloe bhaasistuMdi. Saarada velugae neeloe niMDutuMdi. nee bratuku paMDutuMdi,yaSassu varistuMdi..koerinadaatma NgNjaanamaMdutuMdi. nee janma taristuMdi. paluku oorutuMdi,teeru maarutuMdi. aerulaa paarutuMdi. nee yaatma chaeravalasina choeTiki chaerutuMdi. raammaa! raa! iMtakaMTae vivaraMgaa yaeM jeppanu? puTTina roejuna ammaku cheeranu beTTaavu. ninnu vaTTi chaetulatoe boenistuMdaa neetalli! chaetulu baTTi aaSeessulaMdukoe! nee kalaMloe pratiroejoo paarijaata pushpaalu viraboosi nee bratuku,toeTivaari jeevitaalu kooDa parimaLabharitamavutaayi. amma saMkalpaM neravaerutuMdi. aMdarikee SubhaM jaekoorutuMdi. "sarvaejanaassukhinoebhavaMtu" anna maaTa nijamavutuMdi. aMtakaMTae aanaMdamaemiTi neekainaa,naakainaa, evarikainaa? cheppu tallee! cheppu. 7:20-9:00AM 5/29/06 in datta temple, West sunbury Pennsylvania artharaatri 12:30 ku koorchuni pooja jaeyamaMTae mooDu roejula nuMDee nidra laedani, mooDunnaraku vastaanani veLLaanu. oMTigaMTa taruvaateppuDoe paDukoni marala reMDunnaraku laechi 3:40 ku guDiki vachchaanu. maamoolugaa jaesikonae praarthanalavi chaesikonna taruvaata tana yedurugaanunna Sreechakramuku lalitaa sahasranaamaavaLitoe kuMkuma toenoo, e~r~ra gulaabee poolatoenoo pooja jaeyiMchi, Sreechakramu meedi kuMkuma mooDu chiTikelu noeTiloe vaesikommani manasuloenuMDi cheppaaru. taruvaata yiMkaemee maaTaa,maMtee laekuMDaa koorchunnaaru.maamoolugaa yichchae gurtiMpu gaanee, enarjee hags` gaanee yaemee yivvakuMDaa maunaM daalchaesariki koMchemu baadhagaa anipiMchi, tana muMdunuMDi laechi, oka prakkagaa koMchemu dooramuloe goorchuni maunaMgaa naamajapamu jaesikoMdaamani japamaala teeyaboetuMTae aapaeyiMchi " koepamaa? taapamaa?" aMToo modalubeTTaaru. paTTiMchukoekuMDaa marala japamaala teesikoMTuMTae "yoo beTar` naaT` sTaarT` daT`, padyaalivvaboetunnaa"nani yaevoe konni yichchaaru. poorti jaesi yivi padyaalaa anukoMToo, aayana vaMka jooDagaanae marala saMbhaashaNa modalubeTTaaru. cheppina teeruku manasu karigi poeyoe, Saktiki vaSamayyoe aDigina reetigaa pramaaNaalanu jaeSaanu. katha alaa maMchigaa uMDanistae paecheeleMdukostaayi ? naaku telusu maaTatoe baMdhiMchi marala tanu aaDadalchukonna aaTalaaDataarani. vachchaemuMdariMkaevoe jarigaayi. manasuloe yenni anukonnaa,yeMtakoepamu vachchinaa yelaagoe nigrahiMchukoni, cheppakuMDaa bayaludaeritae maLLee venakku rappistaaDani veLLi, " neevu jaesiMdaemiToe, daaniki naa manasuloe kaligina bhaavaalaemiToe neekoo telusu. veLtunnaanani cheppi veLdaamani vachchaanu. aMtae." ani oka namaskaaramu jaesi bayalu daeraanu. iMTiki vachchaeTappuDu kaaruloe prakkana yiMkoe vyakti uMDaTamuvalana yaemanaTaanikee veelulaekapoeyiMdi. tananu diMchavalasina choeTa diMchaesi kaaru vachchi Draiv`vae loe aagagaanae prakkanunna sarasvatee chitramu vaipuku jooSaanu. kaLLaloe neeru tirigiMdi. jivvumani chivvuna maenaMtaa Sakti prasaaramu jarigiMdi.. manasuloenunnadi kakkiMchaTaaniki. gaMTannara saepu kaaruloe goorchoni vadilaanu vaagbaaNaalu ammatoe cheptunnaTlugaa. chivarigaa cheppaeSaanu. oMTidaanini jaesi, guDiloe yedurugaa goorchoebeTTi yaevoe jaeyiMchi, tana SaktinupayoegiMchi mattuloe baDavaesi naachaeta pramaaNaalu jaeyiMchukoni chikkiMdi!iMkaeM jaestuMdani saMtoeshistoo koorchunnaaDaemoe! mattumamdu beTTi chaeyiMchukonna pramaaNaalu pramaaNaalu gaadu. tanakoo naakoo ae saMbaMdhaM laedu. aaSeessulichchina aanaMdamaMtaa okka nimushaMloe egiripoeyiMdi. paalakuMDaloe vishamu kalisinaTlayiMdi. I don't want Him in my life, period. I don't want to see Him,listen to Him or talk to Him ever. I will neither go to Trinidad nor Canada either. Let Him do what ever He wants. I don't want to have any thing to do with Him any more. I had enough of His games. I neither need the name or fame He mentions. I will live what ever the way I can. Just tell Him to leave me alone for ever, Mom!" I got my frustration out. What was His response? You will see that in the next message.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 13, Jun 2006 7:36:39 AM IST

aalayaMloe-3 koepamaa? taapamaa ? ---------------------- koepamaa? taapamaa? kooturaa aemiTae? koepaalu taapaalu guMDekae kashTamau udayamae alukalaa uttinae naapayin`? palukalaedaMTu nee prastutul` vinaganae aluka jeMdaavaTae ammapai nappuDae! avunulae, aDigiMdi appuDae yivvaali piluchuchoe veMTanae palukutoo uMDaali nimushamainaa gaani naenaalasiMchuchoe vimukhamai poetaavu vikalamau manasutoe aereeti vaegaali yiTuvaMTi vaaritoe teliveMta yuMDinaa teliyagaa sulabhamaa? kshaNamuloe maaraenu manasuloe bhaavaalu aenimushamaMdu taa maereeti nuMDunoe? aa mooDu deliyaMga aabrahma taramaguna! vinuti jaesinapuDae vichchaesi palakaali kshaNamu jaagainanoo kashTamae naakiMka! amma cheMtaku vachchi alukatoe poeboeku ammaayi vachchina aanaMdamae poeyi maLLi vachchaedaaka manasuloe taapamae navvutoo raavaali navvutoo veLLaali naatalli yeppuDoo nanu dalchukoevaali neekaMTa kanneeru neetalli oepunaa neenavvu puvvulan` nityammu jooDaali neevaina gaanaalu naeviMTu uMDaali nee praema lahariloe nae taelutuMDaali tagavannadae laeka talli kootula madhya chiguriMchuchuMDaali snaehaanuraagaalu ammaayi baagoegu lammayae joostuMDa ammaayi baadhyatal` ammayae moestuMDa ammayae praaNamai ammaayi bratakaali immanna daedaina yivvaali praematoe appuDae kaadaTae haayigaa nuMTaamu eppuDoo navvutoo neMchakka niddaraM aMdukae naatalli alukajaaliMchaesi aMdukoni naakaan`ka naanaMdamaMdavae aanaMdakaMdayai yaMdiMchu tallini vaenoeLLa praematoe vinutiMchuchuMDavae 7:15 AM (finishing time) kritamu raatri 12:30 daaTaevarakoo aalayaMloenae gaDipi aedoe pooja jaeyamaMTae, reMDuroejula nuMDee nidralaedu. tanuvu,manasu reMDoo taginasthitiloe laevu. 3:30 kallaa marala vastaanani maaTa yichchi veLLaanu. evaroe prakkana unnaaru, gamanistunnaaru anae biDiyamu, saMkoechamu laekuMDaa uMTuMdani, chaeyamannadi chaeyaTaaniki 3:40 ki vachchi pooja, stoetraalu mugiMchaanu. aTuvaipunuMDi gurtiMpu gaanee, spaMdana gaanee yaedee yisumaMtainaa raalaedu. pratyaekaMgaa rammani jeppi kooDaa palukakuMDaa, maamoolugaa yichchae enarjee hags`gooDa yivvakuMDaa koorchunnaarani manasuloe baadhapaDi, rakarakaalugaa naaku naenae dhairyamu jeppukoni, marala taletti chitramu vaipu joochi.."palakkapoetae poenee! naenoo alaagae palukulu maanaesi koorchuMTaanu" anukoni yaedoe naamajapamu jaesikoMdaamani japamaala aMdukoeboetuMDagaa "koepamaa?taapamaa?" aMToo modalubeTTaaru. paTTiMchukoekuMDaa marala japamaala teestuMTae " yoo beTar` naaT` sTaarT` daT` nau! padyaalivvaboetunnaa"nani yichchinavi. avi padyaalaa?? hariharee! avi padyaalayitae manaku delisina nirvachanaalannee maarchukoevalasiMdae gadaa !

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 12, Jun 2006 10:13:09 AM IST

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