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Saaradaa prasaadamu

Conversation in the temple - 2 ------------------------------- Sree gaNapati sachchidaanaMda sadgurubhyoe namaha! 1000 x 108 in 40 days 9 times a year 12 years Total - 10,800,000 Why? What do I get if I do this, instead of Her japaM? -- Liberation Guaranteed? -- Definitely, Promise. I give you my word. What is in that name? -- sachchidaanaMdaM! Just because I say " sachchidaanaMdaM" a crore+ times it gives liberation? --Along with "sachchidaanaMdaM", gaNapati is there and "sadguru" is there. That is powerful combination. You keep repeating that name and see for yourself the changes it is going bring in your life. How long before I notice any change or results? --Not long. They will be subtle at first and manifest soon in clear, recognizable and identifiable way. Didn't you get Sreechakra yaMtraM for the lakh you did as promised? Same way with these too. Why not the maMtraM you gave, or the SarasvateemaMtraM I like? -- What I gave you didn't like. What you like I didn't give. What ever you pick out of them,you will do only with half heart. This is neutral and you don't seem to resist .Since you did as you promised, I give you my blessings to go ahead and use this and am promising results. OK? OK Sir ! -------------- after finishing the naamajapam and a few more stoetraas..He started the conversation again. -------------- What are you looking at? -- Nothing! Don't say "nothing"!. "The way that saree was draped around, how beautiful it looks?" That is what you are thinking. Isn't it true? -- Yes. that looks very pleasant and pretty, especially with that garland and matching roses in the middle. Are you feeling sad that you had to part with that saree? -- No, not really. Since you asked for that your self , there must be a reason. You didn't tell me any thing. Consider it as my birthday gift to you or payment of debt for the vastram you gave when I did sarasvatee hoemam here. What ever the way it pleases you, that is fine with me. You should have thought about it your self! -- Well, you know me and my peanut brain. Why you are surprised? Any way did you give any gift to me on my birthday, for me to express my love to you with a gift on your birthday? With all those gifts you get there in Mysore, what difference it makes to you if you don't get one from this grass flower? Even if I give one, you never wear it and give it away to some body. So what is the loss to you? I would feel happy when you think of me in a loving manner. --- I thought you are above those feelings of dualities. You are supposed to be above happiness and sadness.Isn't it so? Technically I am. But as a mother, I would like to think that my daughter would remember me on days like this especially. This is only because you are on a different plane than I am. -- What ever, you got what you asked for. What is the point of going over that subject like this? I just didn't want you to be upset or to have hard feelings towards me. -- you really don't care whether I am upset or angry. You do what you want to do any way, always. I want things to change. I would like you to trust my word and do what I ask willingly, with happy heart, not because you think you are helpless and have no choice. -- You know what you need to do to win my trust. You do your part and then ask me. Other wise as I told you many many times it will never work. I am definitely working on it and speeding up the process.Soon, very soon, you will see for yourself. Once you realize that I am on your side and always have only your best interest in my heart, you will be mine, my dear, for ever and believe me, you will be happy being mine. There wouldn't be anything you wouldn't give or do for me. You will give your all,with holding nothing. That self surrender will make you happy, content, peaceful and will bring name and fame automatically. You don't even have to desire or ask for them. When you give your self to me I give you my self and all I have will be yours too..Bliss , everlasting happiness will all be yours. You will forget about the present feelings. You will forget about the tears, fights, friction..every thing. You will see every thing in the right perspective, from my perspective..with out any curtains or colored glasses. You will see the light in all its brilliance, not filtered one through clouds. You will see the truth as it is. Vision will be clear, not distorted . You will be able to see the entire world as it is .. nothing but me and love it as that one universal consciousness, rising above the names and forms, knowing it as the real substratum for all beings and things. You will rise above the body awareness and will be able to remain as a witness to every thing like I do..being detached, equidistant and equanimous but with a caring and compassionate heart. All I am doing right now is the preparatory ground work for that stage. You too will understand it as such soon and follow every thing I say to the letter with out doubts, questions, mistrust and resistance. Just wanted to tell you again that I am with you every step of the way, to guide, support, protect and love you. You can be sure of my love no matter what I do or what it may look like to you. You are always in my heart. You are never alone. You are always under my protective wing. By the way, don't worry. You know that I don't take any thing for no reason. Your investments , all kinds are safe with me. They will multiply many many fold, beyond your wildest imagination. You take one step towards me and I take 100 and meet you sooner than you think. Always keep it in mind. I love you, will talk to you soon, be happy and keep me in your thoughts too. Be back after supper. Don't forget! Mom 8:05-9:20 PM 5/28/06 In datta temple at DRC As bhajan competetions were going on in universal prayer hall, I sat by myself in the temple doing my prayers to Mother saraswati and was prompted to do His naama japam. I was told not to move from that corner until I finish 10 rounds of 108 each. When I finished that quota, He asked me to continue the same until I finish 25 rounds. As soon as I was done with 23rd, He started giving me the numbers to be done every day, for forty days and for 12 years like that, 9 times a year..Then first part of the conversation followed. The second part.. As I was traveling to DRC alone, He started a mental conversation about a few things and suddenly asked me to give Him one of the sarees I was bringing, a simple and pretty one. I asked for the reason. With out giving an answer He kept bugging me for that saree. I told Him" As it is, I spent enough money. You know what I am talking about. Don't ask me for any thing else." He said, "That is for "gurupoorNima day", not for this trip." I remained adamant and told Him, " I am spending what ever I could for this trip too. Don't bug me any more. Any way why do I have to give you that saree? Did you give any on my birthday? You didn't even give me a poem? Yet you ask me to give that saree! Forget it!". But later on I thought to myself.."I keep spending thousands and thousands. When it came to a saree that costs less than 100 dollars why I felt like this and argued with Him like a miser? Let Him have it. Whether he gave me me any thing on my birthday or not it doesn't matter." Long time ago when I went to DRC on some other occasion they needed a new saree to drape around His picture and asked me. But at that time I didn't have one. Remembering that I picked up this saree to be prepared in case a situation like that arises again. Though I brought the Saree with that intent only, His asking and demanding threw me off and I got stubborn. But realizing what needs to be done, having come to terms, I told Him that evening in the temple that I felt ashamed for the fuss I made about the saree and that He could have the saree as he asked. On 28th morning when they were about to decorate the idols, I gave the saree to the person who was taking care of that matter and told that it was for Him. As it happened they had new clothes only for datta and anagha idols but nothing for swaameejee. She told me she was glad I got one for Him too and he was draped with that saree as part of His plan..as He wanted.. That is the story for now. Rest will be unfolded soon :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 5, Jun 2006 9:07:08 PM IST

aalayaMloe- 1 paaDavae paluku naachilaka! -------------------------- paaDamaMTuu paiki paaDa jaestaavu prakkanaemoe vaaLLu praarthiMcha raaga aemijaeyaalayya? aemi jaeyaali? guDiloena maunaMga golichaeTi badulu naepaaDa paipaiki neemuMdu nuMDi visugukoeraa svaami vinalaeka vaaru? naa okka daanidaenaa guDi yaMta yanuchu phiryaadu jaeyagalaru neeke! aemi jeppeda veevu iTTi SaMkalaku? -- paaDavae yaMTaanu vaeDukeeyaMga svaami yaanati yaMchu paaDukoevamma evaraemi yanarulae yee yaMba sutanu naa daevaLaMbaMdu naagoorchi paaDa visigaedi yevvarae pichchi naatalli! manasaara vinutiMcha maMchi stoetraala vinaboeka neepaina visugoMdutaara? bhayamaemi laedulae paaDukoevamma ennaaLLakoevachchi yee yamma kaDaku kammagaa nuvu paaDa kanneeru poMgu vaddaMTu aapaera padyaala nayina oMTigaMTavaraku nuMDi yichchaTane paaDinaa vaddaMchu palukaaDaboenu niddurae boekuMDa niSiyaMta yaina nae siddhamaenamma neepaaTa vinaga nityammu naavadde neevuMDipoeyi paaDagaa galuguchoe paravaSaMbiDade bhajanalatoebaaTu padyaalu gooDa alariMchagalavu yee amma maanasamu vaaru jaesaereeti vaaru jaeyuduru neeku nachchinareeti neevu jaeyuduvu anni reetulu naaku aahlaadamiDune pakshapaatamu laedu paaDureetulanu bhakti bhaavame naaku valasiMdi yedanu ekkuvainadi kaadu aereeti gooDa paaDinaa bhajanalae prajalaloe migula padyaalu, paaTaloo vraastaanu naenu saahitee roopamau SaaradaaMbikanu saahityamediyaina saMtoeshamiDunu padyaalatoebaaTu paaTaloo neevu paaDagaa galavulae vaarivoelikane svaramu baagautuMdi tvaraloene neeku varamu lichchaetalle baadha boegoTTa teeyagaa baaDaevu daevi naamamulu vaeyi veeNalu mroegi vaeDukichchinaTu. veLLaeru vaaraMta veeDi daevaLamu naenokkadaaninae neemuMdunipuDu ishTamochchinareeti hRudayammu vippi paaDavae haayigaa paaDavae talli vraasiMdi chaalulae, vraata naapaesi gaLametti paaDavae palukunaa chiluka! ---- gaLametti paaDinaa yalariMchagalana kalakaMThilaa naenu kammagaa baaDi? --manasuloe bhaavamae madhuramai naaku vinipiMchuchuMDagaa veenulaMdichaTa vaMka beTTedanaemi paaDa naa tanaya? SaMkalaemee laeka saagiMchavamma! aemi paaDaenayya? aemi paaDaenu? praememta yuMDinaa pegalakee gaLamu, koerinaa padamulan` goorcha chaetavaka, yaereeti vinutiMchi yeda poMga jaetu? hRudinaadi velgimchi yeeroejunaina padamichchi manasaara paaDiMcharaada? iTuvaipu vachchaedi yaenaaDo marala guDiloene goorchuMDi koorchi paaTalanu adigiMchukoekanae haayigaa baaDi yalariMchagalguchoe namma guMDiyanu aMtakaMTae naaku naanaMdamaemi? aMtakaMTae naaku naanaMdamaemi? --- paivi aipoeyina taruvaata anumati yichchina reetigaa stoetraalu jaeSaanu. taruvaata vachchinavi kriMdivi.. -- aaDiMchinaTlae aaDaenu aaTal` paaDiMchinaTlae paaDaenu paaTal` paaDaenu Sloekaal` paaDaenu padyaal` vaeDaenu tallin` velgeeyamaMToo svaramichchi vaegan` palikiMpa jaeyan` urikaenu stoetraal` uravaLLa toeDan` viriyiMchinaayaa vininaTTivannee? muripiMchi naayaa pulakiMpa jaestoo? tilakiMchakaTlae telavaaru daakaa alariMcha raadaa avunaMTu jeptoo salipiMchaboekaa jagaDaala maLLee kolipiMchukoevae komaraina palkun` talivaaNi guMDen` taniyiMchitaMchun` alaraenu naenun` anunityamiMkan` 5/27/06 10:30PM -12:00 Midnight kaadana laekanu vachchaenu kammani kavitala nichchaevu aadarameMtoe joopaevu ammadi praemaM baMchaevu vaadamu laevee laekuMDa prastuti jaeyaga jaesaevu eedinamallae roeroeju eMduku uMchavo naa svaami? aMtaTa neevae uMTaavu, achchaTa yichchaTa pratichoeTa iMtaTi maarpidi yeMdulakoe? ikkaDa yaemiTi unnadanoe? cheMtaku jaeraga vachchitani chittamu poMgina daemoelae svaaMtamu naadidi yalaraMga paaDaga, vraayaga jaesaevu evvaru laeni yee nimushaM eMduku chepuma yee maunaM? davvula nuMDi aareeti dayagoni palukula niDubadulu chivvuna laechi yiTuvaste cheMtaku jaera naasaamee puvvuga jaesi naahRudayaM mroelanu uMchana neekoesaM? 1:10AM- 5/28/06 27na saayaMkaalamu kaaryakramamu, bhoejanamu aipoeyina taruvaata guDiki veLLaanu. manasuloenae maunaMgaa jaeyaboetuMTae, stoetraalu velupaliki vinabaDaelaagaa paaDiMchaTamu modalubeTTaaru. naalugayidu Sloekaalu paaDagaanae vaerae koMtamaMdi praarthana/dhyaanamu jaesikonaTaaniki vachchaaru. vaariki yibbaMdi galugutuMdani naenu paiki paaDaTamu aapaesi kaLLumoosikoni koorchunnaanu. paaDaTamu konasaagiMchamani manasuloenuMDi maaTa vinipiMchiMdi. daanini guriMchi naenu vyaktamu jaesina biDiyamu, anumaanaalu, aayana samaadhaanaalu, naa pratispaMdanalu. annee ayipoeyi marala praarthanalu avee yivee aipoeyaesariki tellavaaru jaamuna naalugu gaMTalu. anumati deesikoni veLLi snaanamadee chaesi marala 5:00-5:30 madhyaloe marala raavalasi vachchiMdi. okka nimushamu gooDa kunukudeeyaTaaniki paDalaedu. aMtakumuMdu roeju raatri oka gaMTannara nidra. marusaTi roeju marala oka gaMTannara..aa reMDu roejula kathalu, saMbhaashaNalu taruvaati saMdaeSaalaloe. :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 5, Jun 2006 6:40:21 PM IST

pachchani cheTTadi choostoo uMTae.. --------------------------------- pachchani cheTTadi choostoo uMTae bhaavamuleMduku poMgaenoe? -- pachchani cheTTuna nuMDae daivaM vraayaga sphoortini yichchaenae vichchina poovula joostuu uMTae praemamadeMduku puTTaenoe? -- vichchinapoovula nuMDae aMdaM vaeDuka jaeyaga kaMdoeyin` nachchina tallini joostoo uMTae naamanaseMduku poMgaenoe? -- nachchina tallini uMDae taejaM naaTyamu jaeyaga guMDelloe ichchina padyamu joostoo uMTae eMduku navvulu vachchaenoe? -- ichchina padyamu vraastuMDaMgaa yaemiTo loepala gilgiMtal` achchapu praemanu gaikoMTunnaa aaraTi yeMduku kalgaenoe? -- achchapu praemamu yichchaevaaraa yaMbika kaadanu bhaavaMtoe vachchuTa yeppuDu naakaabhaavaM vaadana, vaedana poevaMgaa? -- vachchunu vaegame neekaabhaavaM bhaarati darSanamavvaMgaa vachchina tallini jooDaMgaanae bhaavamulaegati maaraenoe? -- vachchina tallini darSistoonae bhaktiyu praemamu niMgaMTun` ichchina darSana bhaagyaMtoe keertiMchaga Saktiyu vachchaenaa? -- yichchina darSana bhaagyaM toeTae yeepsitamaMtayu neeDaerchun` svachChata niMDina roopaMtoe nee Saarada velguchu nuMDaMgaa -- svachChata niMDina vaagdhaaral` nee bhaavamu naMduna poMgaMgaa nichchalu vraatuvu paaTaa padyaM neekalamiyyadi naadavvan` -- nichchalu jaetuvu stoetraalennoe nityaSubhaMkari moediMchan` 4:20-4:57 PM 5-30-06 aMtaku muMdae yichchinavi poorti jaesi, kalamu moosaesi tala paiketti chooDagaanae kiTikeeloe nuMDi niMginaMTutunnaTlunna pachchani cheTTokaTi kanipiMchagaanae bhaavamaedoe poMgipoeyiMdi. eMdukilaa avutuMdani nannu naenu praSniMchukoegaanae prakkana/ loepala nunnavaaru aMdukonnaaru.:-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 1, Jun 2006 6:46:09 AM IST

cheppamaMdu kaaraNaM.. ---------------------- aMdamaina moemupai nallukoega neeDedoe yeMdukaTlu joochunoe yiMduvadana naadesan` saMdiyammu galgenoe! sannutiMchalaedanoe! muMdu gooruchuMDiyun` mrokku leeya raananoe! aMdajaeya laedanoe aamekaemi kaanukal`! jaTilamagunu jeevitaM jaarchakunna palkulan` poTamariMchu saMdiyaM boevuTeTlo telvadae tRuTilo deerpagalgiyun`daevi taanu palkadae! eTula deliyu kaaraNaalaemi jeppa kunnachoe! poevunaTTi daemiToe putri SaMka deerchuchoe! moevipaina mallelai pooyaboevu navvulun` yaevidhaMbu gaanu naa kivvakunna soochanal` yeeviriMchi raaNitoe neTlu vaegagalgudun` choochi chooDanaTlugaa choostu gooruchuMdaTan` vaachinaTlu palkukai prastutiMchi veMTanae chaachi naadi hastamun`jaarchumaMchu vaeDakan` vaechiyuMDu naemolae pekku gaMTa lainanun` eeme ooha delvagaa neTTi plaanu toechadae! svaami saayamaDgagaa sannutiMchakaayanan` kaamitammu koeruchoe kashTamaunu gaadokoe! aemi jaeya galgudae niTTi saMkaTammutoen` ooru koeve yannanun` ooru koedu maanasaM teeru daaka saMdiyaM teeru daaka koerkelun` teeri nannu vaepuchun`tikka buTTinaTlugaa oorajaeyu yoechanal`okkaTokkaTae vaDin` oorakuMDa laenu nae nO nimaeshamainanun` maaravachchu naameyun` maMchi jaeyakunnachoe paara jaeyakaemiyun` paMtamoona naapayin` paeru maasipoevadaa pRuthvi paina naakikan`! chaeri yaamenae yikan`cheppamaMdu kaaraNaM! suprabha 3:22-4:14AM 5-21-06 mooDiMTikainaa paDukoMdaamani vaalaboetuMTae eMdukoe aame/aayana naavaMka pareekshagaa joostunnaTlu anipiMchiMdi. chooDaneelae anukoni paTTiMchukoekuMDaa pavaLiMchaboeyaanu. :-) adi naa ooha kaadani vaari naaTakaaniki/ yivva dalachukonna padyaalaku naaMdi yani reMDu nimushaalaloenae telisiMdi. :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 24, May 2006 7:15:28 AM IST

saphalatanoMdu.. ----------------- digulunu jeMdaboekumika. tirgunu laekhini vaegavaegamae. agapaDu talliyun` vaDiga naMdaga jaeyaga neeku deevanal` gagurula boMdadaehamadi kaaMtini joochina yaMtanaMtaTan` agaNitamaina bhaktimeyi nammaku prastuti jaetuveevikan` SaMkalananni deerchi vaDi saMtasameeyaga svaami roopunan` jaMkuyu boeva neemadini svaamiki chaeruvayauduveMtayoe aMkamu jaerchi Saaradaye armili laalana jaesinaTlugaa peMpava praema velluvayi veeDaga dalcheDi yoohe raadulae! akkajamoMda naMdarunu, ammanu veeDaga jaalanaMchu, naa chukkala daakagaa yaSamu choopeDi bhaktini gaaravaMbulan` nekkaDa nuMDinaa kanaga naegudu vachchaTikeMto bhaktitoe chikkani praematoeDanika chittamu nityamu poMguchuMDagaa tRuNamuga neMchi saMpadalu daeviye mukhyamaTanna bhaavanan` vinayamu meera golchukoni vaeDuka jaeyuchu needu gaanamun` anayamu amma sannidhini yalluchunuMduvu kaitalanniyun` manasuna niSchalaMbuganu maatanu nilpuka poorNa bhaktitoe svaramuna puMDu maanaganu svaamidi deevanatoeDa vaegamae viriyaga needu moemuyunu vichchina padmamu voele naMdamai muripemu meera baaDedavu, muMdara goorchoni amma Sroetayai chiruchirunavvulolkuchunu Seershamu noopuchu joopasammatin` uMDagalaenu nin`viDichi yokka nimaeshamunaina niMka, nee yaMDane saagu jeevitamu, aMtayu neeke yadheenamaMchu nee guMDiya loena nan` nilipi, koorimi toeDanu kolchukoMchu, poo daMDala vaeyuchuMduvika talline yannaTu viSvasammunan` kinukalu boeva neemadini, kimmana boevaka naedi jeppinaa yaniSamu talli bhaavanane yanniTi jaeyuchu saagipoevagaa manasunu juTTu naateralu maayamu gaaganu vaanikayyavae kanugoni svasvaroopamadi gaanamu jaetuvu aatmalabdhitoen` tinnani baaTaloe naDichi, daeviye toeDuga neekunanniTan` anniTi madhya nuMDinanu naMTaka daeniki yoegivoelikan` kannulamadhya dRushTiniDi, kaaMchina satyamu, vinnapalkulan` minnaga jeppagaa galavu maedini mechcheDi reetulaMdunan` yoegamu nabhyasiMpakane yullamunaMdali daevi saayamun` raagamu bhoegamul` viDichi raajasa maemiyu joopaboeka,nu dyoegamu gaaga saevalive,yoppagu reetini saagipoevuchun` tyaagamu jaesi koerikala tallike neebratukaMkitaMbugaa vaegamu toeDa vachcheDivi,velgula jimmeDi palku velvaDan` yoegini voele balkedavu yoegamavan` nija jeevitaMbidae. viDuvan` boevaka ninnu noe kshaNamuyun` veekshiMchi vaatsalyamun` naDipiMchan` tali SaaradaaMbikaye naanaa reetulan` laekhinin` vaDigaa poMguchu paaruchuMDa palukul` vaallabhyamun` joopuchun` kaDu praaveeNyamutoeDa nalli kavital` kaaviMchagaa(naa) stoetramul` kaDagaMDlaemiyu nuMDaboeka vaDigaa gaTTekku nee jeevitaM apayaSamuMDadeppuDunu. aaraTi yuMDadu guMDeloepalan` kRupagani talli Saaradaye klaeSamulanniyu roopumaapagaa saphalata noMdu nee bratuku svaamidi saevanu niSchayaMbugaa suparichitaMbugaaganila suprabha naamamu,bhakti,kaitalun` 5-17-06 12:15-1:57 PM

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 23, May 2006 10:39:40 AM IST

yiMtagaanu sooDaraMTe!.. ------------------------- pogaaku yaeri vachchinaanu! muTTukoeku appuDae! pogaaku vaasanaMta oLLu! poeyi kaasta neeLLatoe mogaM gaDukku vachchinaaka mudduliddu gaanilae! digaalu gaanu sooDamaaka! tiTTi poesi naTTugaa! adaeTirayya! vachchi paDtavaTTa geMta seppinaa! idilsi goTTa baake amma! yiMta saepu soosi soo si daevuDayya kaaDa goeDu seppukonna yeMTanae gadaMta yaedo yelgu niMDi kaLLu bairlu gammenae! adaeTo seppalaeni yelgu!aMta daeDa sooDalae! adae gabaalna maayamayye naMtaloene sitramai! edaMta yaedo jallumaMdi! aedo seppa laenidae! adaMta neeku seppakuMDa aagalaekapoetinae ! alaaga soottavaeTe amma!aaDaboeka maaTedee! kalaedo vachchinaTTu gaanu kannulappa gittuvae! galeeju maaTa gaade! oTTu! kannulaara soosinaa! polaala meedanuMDi poddu puTTukochchinaTTugaa balaega niMDi poeyinaade paina kiMda naMtaTaa! aeDi laedu aemi laedu.eMta salla guMDadoe! maaDu naedo taakinaTTu maMchigaanu uMDenae aaDo magano sooDaboega naMtaloene maayamai gooDuloeni paTamu loena koluvu deerenaMtaloe! eMta sitra meMta sitra maemi seppa maMduvae kaMtaloena baTTi naadi gadini aMta niMDinaa! aMta pedda daina yelgu aMduloeki dooraTaM! yiMtakanna yiMta yaemi? yevarikeLLi seppinaa yiMtagaanu jooDaraMTe yaedo taakinaTTugaa ! suprabha 5-15-06 12:07 PM rachchabaMDapaina hanumaMtaraavu gaari saMdaeSamu chadivi yaedoe vraayaalanukoni marala eMdukulae,telisee teliyani daanini guriMchi anukoni aa ooha viramiMchukoegaanae aaloechanalannee gamanistoo uMDaevaaru aMdiMchina palukulu.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 21, May 2006 11:18:26 AM IST

boedhanaamRutamu :-) ------------------- aanaMdamae naa saamraajyaM. anuraagamae naa parikaraM. vinaya vidhaeyatalatoe nannu saeviMchukonaDamae nee dharmaM. aedi vinnaa, aedi jariginaa aMtaa nee maMchikae nanukoni saagipoevaDamae uttamaM. eMduku jarigiMdi? aemiTi ani praSniMchaku. aMdani daaniki aaSapaDaku. aMdinadi maMchidi kaadani anukoeku. naakaMtaa okaTae. okaru ekkuvani, okaru takkuvanae bhaavaM ennaDoo raadu. anni sthitulaloenoo aanaMdaMgaa uMDagalagaTamae kaavalasinadi. "aanaMdoe paraM brahma" anna vaakyaM satyaM. neevoo naenoo vaeru kaadu. neeloe unna Saktinae naenu. anniTiloenoo Suddhachaitanyamugaa nunnadi naenae. ahaM brahmaasmi anae vaakyaM anubhavamainapuDu aMtaa okaTigaanae avutuMdi. bhaedaalu, ellalu, dooraalu annee aMtaristaayi. vaaTanniTikee ateetamaina dokaTuMdi-adae tureeya sthiti. aMdaroo koerukoedaginadi, chaerukoevalasina sthiti. maargaalu vaerainaa, chaerukonae gamyamokkaTae. yoegamaargamainaa, bhaktimaargamainaa karmamaargamainaa, annee naadaggarakae vastaayi. aedi maMchi, aedi cheDu anae prasakti laedu. evari svabhaavaaniki anukoolamainadi vaaru ennukoevachchu. annee chivaraku aMdiMchaedi aatmaNgNjaanamae. baMdhaalanu tegagoTTaTaanikee,moehamu CaedimchaTaanikee upayoegapaDae khaDgamadi. cheekaTini aMtariMpajaesae velugu adi. ninnu neevu telisikonaTamae nannu telisikonaTaM. amma dayatoe neekadi tappaka saadhyamavutuMdi. saadhyaasaadhyaala saMgatulu, baruvu baadhyatalu ammaku vadilivaesi, ammanu paripoorNamaina bhaktitoe saeviMchukonaTamae neevu chaeyavalasinadi. paripoorNamaina bhaktiloe .. anumaanaalaku, apanammakaalaku choeTu laedu. apoehalaku, aavaedanakoo avakaaSamu laedu. aagrahaanikee, aavaeSaanikee avasaramu laedu. ammae sarvasvamu kaavaali. amma maaTa vaedaM kaavaali. amma koesamae jeeviMchaali. annee amma loenae choochukoegalagaali. idi uMdi, adi laedu anae maaTa, talapu raagooDadu. asaMtRupti anaedi manasuloenuMDi tarimivaeyaali. dorikiMdi tRuNamainaa, phalamainaa mahaaprasaadaMgaa sveekariMchagalagaali. pachchaDi metukulae dorikinaa, paMchabhakshyaala maadirigaa bhaaviMchukoni aanaMdaMgaa aaragiMchagalagaali. kashTaalainaa, nashTaalainaa ayishTata anaedi laekuMDaa aMdukoegalagaali. grahaalu vakriMchinaa, anukooliMchinaa annee amma anugrahaMgaanae bhaaviMchi anubhaviMchagalagaali. ammapainae choopu nilipi, aMtaraMgamu chiliki, NgNjaana sudhanu groeli sachchidaanaMda sthitiloe oelalaaDaali. sachchidaanaMdamae neevugaa nityamu, nirvikalpasthitiloe,nirmalaMgaa bhaasimchaali. adae yeeroeju neeku cheppadalachukonnadi. vinnadi pratinimushamu mananamu jaesikoMToo, vivaekaMtoe vichaaristoo, vihitamaina dharmaanni aacharistoo neemaargaana chariMchu, tariMchu. viriMchi raaNi biDDagaa vidyaavivaeka saurabhaalanu vedajallutoo, sarvajanahitakaramainavi saahitee sumamaalikala nallutoo, sadaa aanaMdaMtoe truLLutoo amma sannidhiloe uMDipoe. palikeDi tallini joostoo, velugiDu kavitala vraastoo, kalakala gaanaM jaestuu, anunityaM manasaaraa keertistoo, ammakae annee arpistoo, ammaloenae vartistoo ammatoe uMDipoe. amma hRudayaMloe niMDipoe. aamae neevugaa, neevae aamegaa okaTigaa palukutoo,velugutoo uMDipoe. amma palukae neepalukautuMdi. amma velugae nee velugautuMdi. laedu, kaadu anae maaTalae uMDavu. annee neevautaayi, annee neeloenae uMTaayi. 5-20-06 11:06 AM manasuloe yiddarikee daadaapu gaMTa paina jariginadoka sudeerghamaina saMbhaashaNaloe naa uddaeSyaalu, bhaavaalu nirmohamaaTaMgaa, nirbhayaMgaa jeppi, tana yishTamainadi chaesikommani teluguwan`DaaT` kaaM loe proegraamaedoe peTTukoni choostuMDagaa kaLLu moosikoni poeyi, yaaMtrikaMgaa roejoo chaesae stoetraalaevoe modalainaayi. madhyaloenae aapi anugrahiMchina boedhanaamRutamu. :-) yathaa prakaaramugaa paMchukonaTaaniki vachchaanu/techchaanu. kaavalasinavaaru valasinaMta svaechCagaa teesikoevachchu. :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 20, May 2006 11:43:28 PM IST

uMTaa.. naestaM..uMTaa ! -------------------------- mae Dae .. maa Dae jagamaMtaa minnagaa jarupukonae yee Dae yaeDaadi kokasaari maatramae vachchae Dae koMtamamdiki adi haalee Dae jaalee gaa gaDapalaekapoeyinaa khaaLeegaa nuMDalaekapoeyinaa maaku maatramu hoelee Dae maa unikini, maa Sramanu gurtiMchi aeDaadikokaroejainaa mammu smariMchi maa guurchi aaloechiMchi maa bratukulaku spaMdiMchi hRudayaveeNalu mroegiMchi chaetiloe kalaalanu parugettiMchi paaTaloo padyaaluu rachiyiMchi moogaboeyina gaLaalanu teripiMchi koMtamaMdikainaa vinipiMchi maakoesamu konni aSrubiMduvulu kuripiMchi maa guMDelaku koMta tRupti, aanaMdaM galigiMchi muripiMchae kavitaa hRudayulanu sRujiMchi maa aMjali goMTaaDu aa viriMchi kaani eMtasaepoe mroegadee hRudayavipaMchi unna koddi paaTi aanaMdamu aMdarikee paMchi khaaLee avagaanae chaetiloenidi saMchi maLLee aaloechiMchukoevaali raepaTi guriMchi nakanakalaaDae poTTala guriMchi chaalee chaalani jeetaala guriMchi roejoo uMDae samasyala guriMchi chuTToo jarigae daurjanyaala guriMchi saMghaMloeni duraagataala guriMchi samaajaanikaMtakoo koerutoo maMchi roejoo panijaestunnaa oLLu vaMchi yajamaanulamaMToo pettanaM chelaayiMchi unna SaktinaMtaa hariMchi maa avasaraalanu vismariMchi maa loeni aaSalanu truMchi kaneesa vaetanaalanu aMdiMchi konni saarlu yivvakuMDaa vaMchiMchi koMDokachoe hiMsiMchi vellaDi jaeyakuMDaa bhayamu joppiMchi adhikaarula noeLLu mooyiMchi kotta paarTeelu,saMsthalu sthaapiMchi vaedikala paina upanyasiMchi kaarmika,jana saMkshaemamu goorchi vachiMchi aadarSaalanu, sootraalanu valliMchi bhaaree yettuna utsavaalanu saagiMchi aMdarinee paaTubaDamani proetsahiMchi janata nokkatraaTipai naDipiMchi chakkagaa pagalanaka raatranaka panijaeyiMchi moogajeevula kanneeTini, raktaanni joeDiMchi koeTlaanu koeTlanu gaDiMchi paedala guDiselu goolpiMchi vaaTisthaanae saudhaalanu laepiMchi taginaTlugaa kaayamu gooDaa beMchi dhairya lakshmini variMchi jarugaboeyae hitamugoorchi ooriMchi chaaTugaa nalla manee paariMchi OTlu,gaddelu, padavulu saMpaadiMchi saMghapu kaTTubaaTlanu dreMchi maanavatvaanni maTTi garipiMchi buddhiki gaDDi dinipiMchi vidroehaka Saktulatoe sahakariMchi svaarthamu koesamu SramiMchi oDuduDukulananniMTinee adhigamiMchi jaati mata kula bhaedaala galipiMchi mahoennataMgaa vikramiMchi bhoomaMDalamaMtaa parikramiMchi vijaya SaMkhamu pooriMchi mammu gaachae naayakula guriMchi vinaayakula guriMchi aaloechiMchaali raepaTi nuMchi saagaali gadaa keeDeMchi maeleMchi aMdukoesamae daMDoeraa vaeyiMchi ooruu vaaDaa gaaliMchi mammu mammu gaa praemiMchi maa yoega kshaemaalanu vichaariMchi mammu baMdhuvulugaa bhaaviMchi bhaavadaasyamu nuMDi viDipiMchi loeTu paaTula telipiMchi unna Saktini yerigiMchi chaeyee chaeyee kalipiMchi okka maaTapai nilipiMchi maapai maaku nammakamu kaligiMchi mahaatmula aDugujaaDalaloe naDipiMchi aMdarikee avakaaSamu kalipiMchi praematoe hRudayaalu karigiMchi cheekaTiloe deepaala veligiMchi maa pedavulapai chirunavvulu viriyiMchi baasaTagaa niluvagaligina annanu guriMchi, akkanu guriMchi manishini manishigaa jooDagaligina manujula guriMchi manishiloe daivaanni gurtiMchagaligina maanyuni guriMchi aachookee deeyaTaaniki saagaali manaloenae daagina aa saamaanyuni guriMchi asaamaanyuni guriMchi an`vaeshaNa saagiMchaali vastaa! poddu vaalipoeyiMdappuDae.. veLLi kaasaepu aMdarinee palakariMchi paraamarSiMchi, aaSayaaloo, aaSaloo paMchi kalasikaTTugaa an`vaeshaNa saagiMchi maLLee vastaa.. kalalu phaliMchi kanugonna naaDu maLLee vastaa kaarae kanneeTinee tuDipistaa! aMdari kaLLoo meripistaa ! aa maMchi vaarta meekoo vinipistaa ! teepi teepi miThaayi dechchi tinipistaa! uMTaa.. naestaM.. uMTaa ! suprabha 5-1-06 3:07-4:49 PM rachchabaMDapai moehana vraasina kavitanu jadivi baaguMdani cheptoo laekha vraaddaamani riplai meeTa nokki Taipu jaeddaamani koorchoegaanae yaedoe vraayaalanae sphoorti galigiMdi. manasuloenunna vaaritoe annaanu." naaku daanini goorchi aMta peddagaa teliyadu. neevaedainaa cheppadalachukoMTae vraayimchu" ani. veMTanae aMdiMchina palukulu. -- "padyarachana -krotta jeevitamu " konasaagiMpu goorchi eduru joostunna vaariki.. vraayiMchae vaaru eppuDu sphoorti galigistae appuDae. adi naa chaetiloe laedu. :-)

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 2, May 2006 3:21:19 AM IST

VERY interesting andi!! Can't wait to read the continuation :) ninnanE aandhrabhaarati lO mee poems chadavaDam modalupeTTaanu :)

Posted by: Nishigandha At: 28, Apr 2006 6:42:10 PM IST

Poetry... A new life beginning -1 ---------------------------------- It was 1996 mid March. I was at the dining table taking care of some paperwork about the part time job I held, along with a full time one. Suddenly the words started flowing. I didn't even know what I was writing about and kept going as the words kept coming. With in a few minutes flow stopped. I put the pen down and looked at the whole thing. It was "Love" my very first poem, a beautiful one indeed. I never hoped to or even dreamed of writing poetry in my life even though I had a liking for Telugu poems while I was in school. Only because of that love for Telugu and poems I managed to be in the top few in the class also, at least in that subject. I guess not only the love for Telugu, but also the desire to do my best in that subject since my father him self taught the subject kept me at it. He was an "ubhayabhaashaa praveeNa", a scholar in both Telugu and Sanskrit languages. He used to sing every day in early morning some of the Telugu poems and the sloekaas from Bhagavadgeeta in a beautiful voice. I used to love them. His teaching as well as singing contributed so much towards my love for the language. Of course my own natural love for the rhymes and singability of poems were also factors definitely. At that time I didn't have a clue about astrology. But later on I found out when I became familiar with my chart that the position of certain planets also gave me an inclination towards the music and poetry by birth. The same love for the language helped me to get a first prize in Telugu in my first year of college, in Guntur. Because of that love for poetry alone, I wanted so much to go for B.A in Telugu. But it was not meant to be. To my utter disappointment, fate intervened. Ironically my father himself said that a B.A degree in Telugu wouldn't do any good and directed me towards sciences. I didn't have enough strength or determination either, to stand up to him and say "no". As he decided, I joined B.Sc program in Maris Stella College, Vijayawada. After getting the degree also I expressed my desire to do M.A in Telugu. Again my request was turned down. I applied for medicine and headed for Vizag to join in M.Sc, Botany. Chemistry was my favorite or strong subject after Telugu. In those days with out Math and Physics in B.Sc there was no way to do M.Sc in Chemistry in Andhra university. I either had to go to Osmania or some out of state university. No opportunity was given to do either one of them. With out any other option, again I ended up doing a subject, which was not my first choice. A few months into the course, I got an interview for medical college. But again fate decided otherwise. My father chose not to reveal until after it was too late. Still I did well enough to get a first class and after working as a lecturer for two years, got married and came to US in 1972. For almost 25 years since then, I have lost touch with Telugu language, except for an occasional reading of a novel or a magazine. Even those times could be counted with my fingers. Not even once I thought of poetry or about catching up with language. It was as if I was living in a completely different world. Simply my misfortune. I just went with the flow. If I had done any thing about language or poetry during that time, I am sure you would have seen entirely different kind of poetry from this pen. But what ever was written in the chart or on the forehead had to take place. 4-28-06 4:17AM To be continued.

Posted by: Mrs. suprabha U. At: 28, Apr 2006 2:31:34 PM IST

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