Hi friends,
Let me tell you how I felt and feeling after getting married and coming to USA.
I got married two years back. I did MCA in India and worked for two years in India. After that I got married and came to USA within two weeks of my marriage. Then I feel very much loneliness and undergone periods of depression. Ofcourse my husband is a good guy. But it is myself that keep on asking me questions..what is this?why I studied for that many years ..just to stay as a housewife..and then Bin Laden demolished those buildings in New York and also my hopes on my future.
I dreamed so much about my future when I was in college. I can say I really worked hard while studying, waking up at early hours speding time in college hostels after that in working women hostel while working. After going through all that stuff I came to USA and am just staying at home.
I keep on questioning myself for not cherishing the dreams. My dad really wanted me to become a great woman. He is no more. Even that thing haunts me like anything.. Though he died before 6 years every day I feel him and think that I haven't cherished his dreams.. Ofcourse it is nobody's fault.. It is my fault.. Who asked me to resign my job in India. I did that.
when I came to USA in 2001, I was very enthusiastic to work.. After few days rather I can say months, I applied for my H1. Some problem came up. I couldn't get it. Slowly I became lazy and got addicted to watching telugu movies and spending time on Net. Now I want to work but at the same time I don't know in which area I should try. I really need your help. Can somebody suggest me in which area I should try?
Now my situation is like neither I can happily live as a housewife with my hubby who is drawing $100k per annum and nor can seriously think of getting job.I can't even plan for kids because I want to work..
I can say that I have no problems because my husband got nice job and we need not move to any place. We are a kind of settled in one place. Weekends are coming and going and years are passing but I am still in my quest.
Hima.
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